Yet again...it's all a big LIE!!!

Yet again another lie...how I hate dis man...who hv bn a big influence on ME...I succumbed 2 all his wimps n fancies...even till nw...mayb it's true...wat ppl say abt me...I nvr learn my mistake...always give benefit of d doubt 2 ppl...regardless...let dem push me ard till I m pinned against d wall...n dat 2...will x deter me frm being ME...always GIVING IN...

I m a sucker for LOVE...

~xox~
Ur Lil' Princess ("ex"...unquote)

Only GOD Knows...

I realized that I m x perfect...nvr hv I imagined myself wld b...it seems dat no1 knos me better bt myself...bt den...how cum I dun even kno who I m?

At times...I feel like driving straight into the divider...n at times...I just feel like running...as fast as I cld...and I wld...if only I m brave enuf...

At times...I hate myself...for being ME...at times, m jst ME...loving each day...s it is...

Now...I feel so alone...I feel so empty...

only GOD Knows...how I truly feel...

~xox~

ME

Thanks...My Lil' Princess...

Dis is my very 1st own blog posting...n tks 2 my lil' princess...she hv awaken me frm a really deep sleep dat I, myself forced 2 be in...nvr wanting 2 wake up...tho several callings were made... by d 1 dat luvs me most...4 who i was...i m...n i wld b...

I realized dat I've gone so deep into d forest dat I lost my way...bck hom...I took an unchartered road...leading me further away frm hom...I found a new place...hidden frm all n kinda like it der...nvr want 2 return hom...

My darling lil' princess...nvr hate me, pls...no 1 is perfect n I m sure m NOT...I tried my level best 2 b d best "mom" ever...n i kno...ure hurtin'...coz' I m...

Baby...trust me wen I say dat I luv u n ure forever my lil' princess...it hurts wen u dun wanna talk 2 me...n it hurts even more wen I kno u x accept my newfound life...ppl chg...yep...n I must admit...I do 2...bt dat does x mean dat I dun luv u, my lil' princess...

1 of dis days...wen ure all grown up n bcome U...I jst hope dat u can forgive me n understand y I had 2 do wat I had 2 do...luv u wit all my heart...my lil' princess!!!

~xox~

mama