HAPPY NEW YEAR....2009!!!
A brand new year...a brand new life...forget about the past...move on with your life...it's a brand new start for you...and ME!!!
Life is short...to wonder and keep on second guessing...time waits for no man...
Learn to love yourself...appreciate your life...what you have and live it to the fullest...
Satisfy your own needs...rather than trying to make someone else happy...and sacrificing your own self-happiness...why should you??
2009 is THE YEAR for me...to pick up all the pieces and throw it out in the river...will let all bygones be bygones...and will NOT BE SCARED for what is waiting for me ahead...the path is there for me...light it up with my smiles and happiness...will be there waiting for me...
For my dearest children...thank you for being patient with me, throughout my rough time...thank you for being you...making me smile and bringing happiness and joy in my life...you are never out of my mind...always in my heart and you are my soul...
For my love out there...am not going to beg...nor am I going to succumb to your self-absorbing wimps and fancies...I do love you with all my heart...and because of that...I will be ME...and not anybody else...ACCEPT ME for WHO I AM...and you will find that no one else can love you like I do...
For my dearest parents...thank you for being there for me...always...though I seldom talk and refer to you both...know that I love both of you very much...NO DOUBT about that...
For my BABA & MUMMY...just so you know...I have never forgotten the fact that you gave me up...and the reason...GOD knows!!!...yes...I was angry and mad and upset...and all other things...all the while...and am still mad...especially after both of you suddenly come crashing back into my life...to make matter worse...it doesn't help when all you can say is SORRY...but you never MEANT it...and I am so mad...yes...I am...your actions doesn't justify it...and your SORRY is too late...36 years too late...
For my ex...you were once the love of my life...you were the one who taught me how to love and you were the one who broke my heart to pieces...thousands of it and I hate myself for loving you...we can never be the same anymore...I have changed...a lot...we have come to the end of the road where we have to decide...to jump or not to jump...and I chose...TO JUMP...free myself from you...from everyone and I am who I am now...I am not happy with my choices...but I have learned to accept my choices and my mistakes...in life...I am living for all my sins and my foolish choices...and now I am forging ahead into the unchartered territories...I am scared...who wouldn't??...but I know...I will get through this...InsyaAllah...Take Care my one and only...I have always love you...~Ur Lil' Princess~
For my friends out there...there are true friends who have been by my side...thank you for your love and support...for not all of you...I have NO FRIENDS...
For those who hate or despise me...watch your back as I shall NOT SUCCUMB to whatever your evil plans are...ALLAH will protect me and through HIS guidance...I shall lead my life peacefully...AMEEN...
May 2009 brings joy and happiness...for ALL!!! *regardless**
~ME~
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